Octo-pass it

Behind the caged window,
in the dark corners of my room,
below the closed ventilator,
sunshine passes through.
Dust dances, shines like gold

Don't you want to just a bit more bold?
I hid myself behind the window panes,
the rainbow dashes after rains
look through
Whistling birds, waiting for me
To find my courage, to find some glee
Shallow it is,
Can't find it,
Won't find it,
Let's hasten the killing,
mercy will be at every door..


~~
And you tell me,
you do not know
what I have offered
to make it through.
I have ridiculed myself
just to spell your name
and for doom's sake 
be human, budge a bit
I am too tired,
let's just call it a 
MISFIT!


-Rashmi :)
29th April 2019
C.C.
RAIN COMING