Your numbing pain
Probably it is just you, when you aren't able to be with people you actually live for. There are some people in everyone's life, that they value more than anything else and yet time and again, keep taking them for granted.
Sometimes, in the dead hour of the night, u are striken with fear at the thought of not having them in your life any day. And yet, being the dumb nincompoop you are, you bloody repeat it all. Why?
Why? Dear self. Why ?
Why do you love hurting yourself? Why can't you just accept and feel this moment, this love.. why do you have to ruin it all..
They say, you accept the love that you think you deserve..and when I look at you, you being the best everything that ever happened to me, you deserve every part of this Universe.
Every rose, every lily,sand particle of the sand storm that runs through the historic ruins. You deserve the sky and earth and everything's in it.
The only thing you don't deserve is the numbing pain you are going through. There is a part of me filled with guilt, more than anything else for letting this happen to you.
Stay happy.
_R
Sometimes, in the dead hour of the night, u are striken with fear at the thought of not having them in your life any day. And yet, being the dumb nincompoop you are, you bloody repeat it all. Why?
Why? Dear self. Why ?
Why do you love hurting yourself? Why can't you just accept and feel this moment, this love.. why do you have to ruin it all..
They say, you accept the love that you think you deserve..and when I look at you, you being the best everything that ever happened to me, you deserve every part of this Universe.
Every rose, every lily,sand particle of the sand storm that runs through the historic ruins. You deserve the sky and earth and everything's in it.
The only thing you don't deserve is the numbing pain you are going through. There is a part of me filled with guilt, more than anything else for letting this happen to you.
Stay happy.
_R
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