Job . Lol.
Opps.. probably you too woke up suddenly at 4 am on a wintry morning.. and are contemplating what all is going in your life...
Well, perhaps you also have a job for the first time in life and the bullshit that's a part of it is keeping you awake. I don't have soothing words to offer you mate. So sorry.
I have four leaves that will expire this December, I would like a break.. probably, only probably I will be given so as well. But, somewhere a rational mind buzzing with all work that needs to be done keeps me from taking such leaves. I don't want my absence to be a reason for something to be worse than it is. Yet, at 4 am, the thought that fills me is what good has this all done to the tasks at hand, and somewhere , more importantly me?
Just to be a person of process, (mind you. . The 'end is more important than means,' thing is what many stakeholders belief and I am aware of the intricacies at some level). I have also been told how all goods deeds are selfish. Or how we do things only for our profit.
To take you off topic, let me tell you that prayers from a nearby temple are going on loudly, making me think how religion is a way to blame somebody else, hope & pray for for better days, and above all, to just accept whatever fuck is happening in the present.
Not much has been achieved by being or making someone a punch bag. Yet, mostly the government does that .. it is strange that it not only acts like a deaf, blind and foolish body, but also dares to go at great lengths to prove its ignorance and stupidity. And what more, is that there are no questions asked when jumping in the well, if the hierarchy asks. For its better to kill than raise a doubt or dispute. And in this land of the intellectually blind or maybe just professionally dishonest, it is the norm to push everyone in the well of death.
That's all vomiting for today.
hasta la vista.
-Rashmi -_+
Well, perhaps you also have a job for the first time in life and the bullshit that's a part of it is keeping you awake. I don't have soothing words to offer you mate. So sorry.
I have four leaves that will expire this December, I would like a break.. probably, only probably I will be given so as well. But, somewhere a rational mind buzzing with all work that needs to be done keeps me from taking such leaves. I don't want my absence to be a reason for something to be worse than it is. Yet, at 4 am, the thought that fills me is what good has this all done to the tasks at hand, and somewhere , more importantly me?
Just to be a person of process, (mind you. . The 'end is more important than means,' thing is what many stakeholders belief and I am aware of the intricacies at some level). I have also been told how all goods deeds are selfish. Or how we do things only for our profit.
To take you off topic, let me tell you that prayers from a nearby temple are going on loudly, making me think how religion is a way to blame somebody else, hope & pray for for better days, and above all, to just accept whatever fuck is happening in the present.
Not much has been achieved by being or making someone a punch bag. Yet, mostly the government does that .. it is strange that it not only acts like a deaf, blind and foolish body, but also dares to go at great lengths to prove its ignorance and stupidity. And what more, is that there are no questions asked when jumping in the well, if the hierarchy asks. For its better to kill than raise a doubt or dispute. And in this land of the intellectually blind or maybe just professionally dishonest, it is the norm to push everyone in the well of death.
That's all vomiting for today.
hasta la vista.
-Rashmi -_+
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