The word river

Hey friend.
Another post.
Don't judge me on the timings.. sorry that I had been away for long..well short update: we are in the middle of a pandemic.
Longer updates will not be there.. because as always there is too much to tell and not enough time and patience. You get it I know...and probably that's the reason why I turn up to you everytime I m in distress
.you would be thinking of me as a damsel inn distress kinda being...well I m not that actually.  I m quite strong I must say.

Coronavirus haa spread round the globe, starting from China..I am with my parents right now like many others. After a long time, it's the same concepts of time and family ..

U know it is necessary for me to write...I have figured that out lately. I guess this is my best friend moment ... I really like to put my feelings into words.. whether anyone reads or not, just out of me.. just like Dumbledore would take out memores and store them or destroy them..

I on the other hand, have always been fascinated by the thought of me reading this sometime in future...this is a way of seeing myself grow.. and who knows if someday I become big and great...or maybe small and impactful...someone will look up to this...find this and know that i was as normal and fuckhead confused as most people are. There is no such things like a indicative genius except a few maybe. Upon becoming successful, all water starts flowing right into the river to meet the sea..while frankly, it has gone cranky and dry and twisted much all the way and will continue..

So dear anyone reading this, I wish you peace and happiness. Know that you twinkle like stars and this darkness or brightness is a defining feature that adds to u. I have always defined myself as an average of averages.. an amalgamation, nothing this or that, bit of all greyness.. and slowly I am starting to like it. To like oneself is a hard task, to love even harder..

Who knows what i become.. what if I become everything...what if .. :)

Well, so much for today, if u know me , u know how nonchantly I can keep going on.. you and I must sleep. Take care sanyorita!

Adios, till next time.

-Rashmi °v°
17.04.2020
01:40 am

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