So I look back

 So I look back.

What I look back is a digital copy of

 what I have lived. What I have felt.

 And I have been a part of ..

But all of it is so much more than this.

Yet, this is probably the only reference to it,

that I will be able to recollect.

It is nothing but a representation, a tie,

 a bond , a rope or maybe just oxygen.

I don't know what why and how and where. 

I have had you around me,

 in deep thoughts we have drowned and swam,

We have laughed so hard that moon had lit up in glee and we,

We have cried so bad that oceans shouted and mountains echoed

And yet, we have been together. 

And that is enough.

 I love you.

 Even of my words don't say so, or neither do I call. 

Sometimes we just get blocked inside our hairs,

But needn't you think I betrayed..

I might not be there but I am.

- yours R.

10/02020