Haphazard :/
Dear Ti'K'x
When I say that I am tired, it does not mean just a physical one. A psychological battle is the hint. I am tired from each of my nerves and sinews. I don't know what plans you have dear God but inside my head it feels I have lost it at all. I feel so afraid for the first time this year. All my deeds have flashed before me making me believe that every decision I took in the last few years has been drastically wrong and I suffer the consequences. It further dampens my soul that I might never do anything even half as great as I had thought. Already very intimidated by overcoming circumstances, a little more shaking might leave me astray in this ocean of life. Amid such deafening thoughts, I am trying hard. . believe me, to keep myself committed to my senses. Wish me luck, bliss and blessing.
Yours,
R
24.07.17
When I say that I am tired, it does not mean just a physical one. A psychological battle is the hint. I am tired from each of my nerves and sinews. I don't know what plans you have dear God but inside my head it feels I have lost it at all. I feel so afraid for the first time this year. All my deeds have flashed before me making me believe that every decision I took in the last few years has been drastically wrong and I suffer the consequences. It further dampens my soul that I might never do anything even half as great as I had thought. Already very intimidated by overcoming circumstances, a little more shaking might leave me astray in this ocean of life. Amid such deafening thoughts, I am trying hard. . believe me, to keep myself committed to my senses. Wish me luck, bliss and blessing.
Yours,
R
24.07.17
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